Afraid

I've spent the last two years of my life
Tryin' to find a way back
I've been looking in the mirror
And tryin' to face facts
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin'
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself
Ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh
I'm afraid of myself
Ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh
I'll spend the next two years of my life
Tryna find the right path
And if it takes me where I wanna go
I won't ever look back
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin'
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself
Ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh
I'm afraid of myself (Oh, ohhh-oh)
I'm afraid of myself (Ohhh-oh, ohhh-oh)
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself