Blue October
Blue Octorber-Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
我必須斷絕對你的所有思念 才不會失去理智
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
那些思念像蟑螂般爬來爬去 在我床上生一堆小孩
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
扔掉一捲捲的錄影帶 來提醒我很孤單
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
在腦中重複播放的電影畫面 就像家中的A片
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
我的自尊炙烤著我 緊張在腦海中淌著血
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
我只求你給我一絲的平靜 妳應該不會再打電話給我了吧?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
妳也不會再當著我的面說你愛我了吧?
And will you never try to reach me?
我想妳也不可能再跟我聯絡了吧?
It is I that wanted space
是我自己說需要自由的阿...
Hate me today!
今天請恨我
Hate me tomorrow!
明天也請恨我
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
請為我沒有為你做的事恨我吧
Hate me in ways
用各種方法恨我吧!
Yeah ways hard to swallow
是的用那些很難忍受的方式
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
我終於能清醒整整三個月 這是妳幫我達到成果
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
那些撕裂我們的事情 我抵死也不想在碰觸
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
用病態的方式想感謝妳 讓我的腦袋三更半夜還清醒著
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
在我忙著在自己身上引發戰火時 而你仍然想阻止戰端
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
妳從不質疑過我扭曲的想法 例如我的自毀性恨意
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
妳讓我過度自我感覺良好 當事情難以承受
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
於是開的我的車 離妳他媽的遠 來假裝不知道妳在想什麼
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
不計任何代價 就是你別再管我
Hate me today
今天請恨我
Hate me tomorrow
明天也請恨我
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
請為我沒有為你做的事恨我吧
Hate me in ways
用各種方式恨我吧
Yeah ways hard to swallow
是的用那些很難忍受的方式
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
隨著一顆傷心的心 我對你揮手道別
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
踹著街上的影子 為我犯的每個錯誤
And like a baby boy I never was a man
我像個幼稚小鬼 根本沒資格當男人啊!
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
直到我看著你湛藍的眼淚 把你的臉捧在手心
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
接著失落 大喊 就讓他通通走吧
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
我好想再看到那個笑容 像以前一樣燦爛
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
但我只看到她輕聲說『你怎能這樣對我?』
Hate me today
今天請恨我
Hate me tomorrow
明天也請恨我
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
請為我沒有為你做的事恨我吧!
Hate me in ways
用各種事情恨我吧
Yeah ways hard to swallow
是的用那些很難忍受的方式
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
恨我讓你終於能知道什麼才是對你最好的
For you
對你
For you
對你
For you
為你
在此感謝血多大所翻譯的歌詞，請各位支持他創作，謝謝。