How Many Times

作詞：馮允謙     作曲：馮允謙 / Cameron Browne

編曲：波多野裕介 (Yusuke Hatano)
監製：舒文@Zoo Music

Been waiting by the phone to ring everyday
But you don’t really ever seem to call
I managed to push you away, away from me
Now I’m by myself, by myself here all alone

How many times, did I try but can’t move on
I fought a million times, but I still keep holdin’ on
My heart is crumblin’ deep down inside
But I still can’t seem to let you go oh

Everyday it seems like I’ve been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
Moving too fast yeah

All the times you needed me I pushed you away
Was scared that you might pick up and just leave me one day
I need you, need you, back in my life
I’ll do it different this time with you
No I just can’t live without you

How many times did you cry, for all my wrongs
You fought a million times, til you couldn’t stand no more
I built a wall round’ my heart deep inside
Never let nobody ever come close

Everyday it seems like I’ve been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
Moving too fast yeah

All the times you needed me I pushed you away
Was scared that you might pick up and just leave me one day
I need you, need you, back in my life
I’ll do it different this time with you
No I just can’t live without you

I’m sorry that I couldn’t, give you all of me
This broken heart, that hasn’t healed entirely
Now I’ll have, to live, life knowing, I let you slip away

Everyday it seems like I’ve been losing my mind
The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
I feel like half of my heart is missing inside, sometimes I just wanna die

If you give me one more chance I will make a change
I will do my best to love you all of my days
I need you, need you, back in my life
I’ll do it different this time with you
No I just can’t live without you