Erick Nathan
Feeling used but I'm
Still missing you and I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Messes around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you
You wouldn't like that
I put this reel out
But you wouldn't bite that
I type a text
Tut then I never mind that
I got these feelings
But you never mind that
Oh oh keep it on the low
You're still in love with me
But your friends don't know
If you wanted me
You would just say so
And if I were you
I would never let me go
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High off her love drunk from her hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love her the more I suffer I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown she resuscitates me
She hates me and I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap Who's that dude?
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy yeah you think I'm crazy
Cause I know I can treat you better than I am
And any girl like you deserves a gentleman
Tell me why are we wasting time
On all your wasted crying
When you should be with him instead
Cause I know I can treat you better
Better than I am
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her you need her
And I'll never be her
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put
Nobody else above you