Devil On My Shoulder

Lyricist: Chelsea Cutler     Composer: Chelsea Cutler

smoke detector on the ceiling
i already know the feeling
devil on my shoulder is real
we’ve been here before

constellations in the carpet
and it’s not even getting dark yet
there’s always thunder in august
before the storm

now my friends don’t call me anymore
cause they know that
i won’t make it out the door to come over
used to the weight of the world on my shoulders

help me
i’m still waiting for someone to tell me
this won’t last forever
but it’s hell for me
just to remind myself i’m supposed to breathe

there ain’t nobody else that can help me
screaming in the shower isn’t healthy
holding it together
but it’s hell for me
i’m not the person that i’m supposed to be

i don’t think i’m making progress
talk about a fucking process
i don’t wanna have to work
for it anymore

no wonder i wake up exhausted
when every night i’m turn and tossing
cause all i do is think about
what i don’t wanna think about

help me
i’m still waiting for someone to tell me
this won’t last forever
but it’s hell for me
just to remind myself i’m supposed to breathe

there ain’t nobody else that can help me
screaming in the shower isn’t healthy
holding it together
but it’s hell for me
i’m not the person that i’m supposed to be

now my friends don’t call me anymore
cause they know that
i won’t make it out the door to come over
used to the weight of the world on my shoulders

now my friends don’t call me anymore
cause they know that
i won’t make it out the door to come over
used to the weight of the world on my shoulders

help me
i’m still waiting for someone to tell me
this won’t last forever
but it’s hell for me
just to remind myself i’m supposed to breathe

there ain’t nobody else that can help me
screaming in the shower isn’t healthy
holding it together
but it’s hell for me
i’m not the person that i’m supposed to be
i’m supposed to be