I know if I just disappear,I could do what I want
Go out every night,I'd wake with no demons left,silence my head,oh
There's no scars that I'd need to heal through
No regrets with no one to pass to
I can't even lie,I can't even lie
It'd probably be a little easier
It'd probably be a little easier
But why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay?
So why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Why they got me so afraid
But I know I gotta stay?
The voices they keep me on overdrive
I'm hanging my head,my chin up high
Can't even see through all the tears I mask
I know I've gone this far,ain't going back
I'm in this new shit,independent
Don't care how even spend it,be like magic
And even when the lights on,I'm under pressure I won't last forever,no
It'd probably be a little easier
It'd probably be a little easier
But why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay?
So why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Why they got me so afraid
But I'm only gonna stay,mmm?
I tried to leave without looking, left it all behind me(Yeah)
But my heart kept asking me if I wanted it back(You know)
Walking on the lane but my heart is running on a different track
Thought I could move on,but the memories piling in stacks
Probably be a little easier
It'd probably be a little easier
But why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Trying to take it all away
But I'm only gonna stay
So why the hell would I want to,want to
Ever try to live without you,out you?
Why they got me so afraid
But I know I gotta stay,mmm?
But why the hell would I want to want to
But why the hell would I want to want to
But why the hell would I want to want to
But why the hell would I want to want to
Amber Liu, Jackson Wang