Hideous

I’M UGLY
I’M UP AND DOWN, RIGHT NOW I’M DOWN AND BLOODY
BUT I DON’T FEEL AS THOUGH I’VE BEEN UNLUCKY I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT REALLY LOVE ME
CAUGHT MY REFLECTION IN YOUR EYE NOW YOU’VE SEEN ME FROM BOTH SIDES AM I HIDEOUS?
MY TEARS NATURALLY DRY ON EXPOSURE TO THE LIGHT AM I HIDEOUS?
OH, I HIDE
THOUGH THE COMPANY AT HOME CAN BE UNKIND YET I LIVE ALONE AND REFUSE TO GO OUTSIDE
HOW DARE I FEEL SO LONELY
WHEN I’M GIVING ALL MY TIME
TO A MAN WHO DOESN’T KNOW ME
WHY DON’T YOU LEAVE ME IN THE DIRT? I’VE BEEN SICK AND I’M PERVERSE
OH, I’M HIDEOUS
IF I’VE HAD YOU AT YOUR WORST IT WAS EASY IN RETURN
OH, I’M HIDEOUS

FOLLOW MY VOICE SWEET NATURE BOY JUST TO KEEP YOU SAFE, LISTEN FOR ME
BE BRAVE, HAVE TRUST
JUST BE WILLING TO BE LOVED
RADICAL HONESTY MIGHT SET ME FREE IF IT MAKES ME HIDEOUS
BEEN LIVING WITH HIV
SINCE SEVENTEEN
AM I HIDEOUS?