if only i were…

作詞：Erika Liu, Sunyang, Dena     作曲：Erika Liu, Sunyang, Dena

Feel like staying in bed today
Still got makeup on my face from last night
Was so wrecked, drank a mess
Played the role I was expected to
So I'm staying in bed today (yeah)

Feel like staying in bed again (mmm)
Pretend I didn't see the messages on my phone
Within these four walls I'm comfortable
I'll admit, it's conflicting
I don't wanna be alone (mmm)
I'm not better off on my own

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out
If only your opinion I could care less about
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier
If only going to a party didn't freak me out
If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier

They say what your feeling won't last forever
They say good things are on your way

Well, I've been working on my manifestations
But why am I worse off than yesterday
Tired of hearing it's just a phase

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out
If only your opinion I could care less about
Maybe if I were, I’d be happier
If only going to a party didn't freak me out
If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier
If only staying home didn't make me feel left out
If only your opinion I could care less about
If only going to a party didn't freak me out
If only overthinking wasn't allowed
If only staying home didn't make me feel left out
If only your opinion I could care less about
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier
If only going to a party didn't freak me out
If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt
Maybe if I were… I'd be happier