If Only

Walked me home in the morning, you kissed me, stood on the pavement and asked me if I had a good time too
Shared both sides of your bed, I could have melted right there every time that you checked in
Asked me if this feels good
If only that were case it'd be so sweet
I'd say he's lovely and not carry around the weight of you
Walked home all by myself with a torch on
Greeted the sun as she came up
Scrubbed till my skin turned blue
Stained with the shape of your lips
Places no one else had ever been
I was naked but I think you barely knew
Holding me cuz anything's better than lonely
I don't think you could have shown me
Colours that were more true
And you hang me around your neck
Cause, darling, I'm your best kept
Darling, I'm your best kept
And I'll take this to both our graves
Cuz I'm so ashamed of it
Oh, I'm so ashamed of it, but you're not ashamed of it
Make my bed every morning, I take myself for a walk and I hope that one day I'll forget you"