dissolve

It's all in my mind
Oh why do I feel
There's eyes coming from all planes and fields
Burning through my skin
Seven AM and the mayhem begins
Oh why do I hear
My name from the hostile atmosphere
But it's pretty clear
That I'm the one who's to blame
Going the extra lengths just to trouble myself oh
As if I really mattered at all
Spending time in my thoughts just to hide all my faults oh
As if they're waiting for me to fall
Take a piece of myself away just to keep flow
As if they really knew me at all
Still keep up my walls
Wish that I could dissolve
And it's solely my fault
Looking from my own eyes
Oh why do I see
The need to be someone else but me
Take all my energy
And I get sidetracked, stagger back
Trip on my own words I do
Make myself look and act brand new
Then tell myself get away
Still the one who's to blame
Going the extra lengths just to trouble myself oh
As if I really mattered at all
Spending time in my thoughts just to hide all my faults oh
As if they're waiting for me to fall
Take a piece of myself away just to keep flow
As if they really knew me at all
Still keep up my walls
Wish that I could dissolve
And it's solely my fault
But if you ask for my direction
I won't advise you to
Look and think the way I do oh woah
And I know I should follow too
The extra lengths just to trouble myself oh
As if I really mattered at all
Spending time in my thoughts just to hide all my faults oh
As if they're waiting for me to fall
Take a piece of myself away just to keep flow
As if they really knew me at all
Still keep up my walls
Wish that I could dissolve
And it's solely my fault