Spring

Where is my mind? I've lost the nerve
This year flew by without a word
I had a plan to cross the world
But haven't left this island
The stores closed down and opened up
I said I'd do a sober month
I failed, but tried and wrote this drunk
In overwhelming silence
And I'll see my friends when all this ends
But now until then, I'm holding out for spring
We can't let winter win, that's why I'm holding out for spring
Oh, what a state we're in, I'll keep holding out for spring
Homework and cancelled holidays
The blame gets passed to save a face
The smell of last night's takeaway
Just tells me I'm a mess
Still watching shows they recommend
That don't get good until the end
I could be unwell, but then again
Maybe I'm just depressed
And I'll fix my head when all this ends
But now until then, I'm holding out for spring
We can't let winter win, that's why I'm holding out for spring
Oh, what a state we're in, I'll keep holding out for spring
Time, blue skies
Crossed face, slowly
Cross my mind to linger
And hope out for spring
We can't let winter win, that's why I'm holding out for spring
Oh, what a state we're in