fucked up all the time

I'm so sick of feeling so fucked up all the time
Feel like I'm living someone else's life
I'm in the car on my way home
So I cry when no-one knows
Ever since I was little I dreamt of a good life
I'd find a good wife, settle by the seaside
I'm losing hope
But no one knows
I feel like everyday I'm losing friends that were meant to be
Sharing laughs with the no-one that sat next to me
Why is it so fucking hard to grow up?
And it's always easy from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get closer I get hurt
It's always easy
When you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains I'll never learn
Never learn
Maybe you're the reason I'm fucked up all the time
I don't need to fight
Or spend all my time with you
Why do I look for your approval
I think that I'm right
When I know that you're wrong
Then you don't need stay for a while
And I know you won't hold me tight
Damn, I wish you would hold me tight
I feel like everyday I'm losing friends that were meant to be
Sharing laughs with the no-one that sat next to me
Why is it so fucking hard to grow up
And do what's expected of me?
And it's always easy from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get closer I get hurt
It's always easy
When you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains I'll never learn
But would you stay?
Would you stay?
Would you stay?
Would you stay?
I know that it's hard for you
When it looks like I'm falling apart
But would you stay?
Would you stay?
It's always easy from a distance (Would you stay?)
Like to think that I can make it (Would you stay?)
But the closer I get closer I get hurt (Would you stay?)
And it's always easy
When you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it (Would you stay?)
But through all the growing pains I'll never learn (Would you stay?)
It's always easy from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get closer I get hurt
And it's always easy
When you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains I'll never learn
I'll never learn