If You Died Today

Been through all five stages, grieving comes in phases
Swear I see you in a crowd and in somebody else
Know it's been two years now, but I still don't know how
I can leave us in the ground, six feet down
I still think about you all the time, and it's strange
'Cause none of my friends even know your name
If you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it since the night you walked away
Would your mother call? Would I even know at all?
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today
Turned from all I wanted into something haunted
Faster than the word "Goodbye" ever crossed my mind
It's not fair, I swear you're right there
Every time I close my eyes
But if you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it since the night you walked away
Would your mother call? Would I even know at all?
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today
If you died today
If you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause I already miss you like I'm sitting at your grave
Your mom wouldn't call, and it wouldn't be her fault
I hate how I'd find out from an old friend ten days late
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today