Rain

I love when it rains
Perfect excuse to let myself stay in and
Pretend I have it all under control
I don't know what I'm doing
All I do is notice everything I do wrong
Everything I do wrong
I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
I keep on saying I'm fine
Feel bad when I complain
Wanting to be the optimist I'm seen as
Why do I wait with getting things done
Procrastinate, then regret?
All I do is notice everything I do wrong
Everything I do wrong
I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Always say I don't need any help
Thinking I can do it all by myself
Always say, I don't need any help
Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better
Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better
I don't wanna be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Talk about it but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie (know it's not okay)
I love when it rains
Perfect excuse to let myself stay in