Why Am I Like This?

Last night I smoked a cigarette,
My dad would have been so upset,
Then we got tattoos by the coast,
And I just stood there like a ghost.
Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body,
Maybe you don't really want me there at your birthday party,
I'll be there in the corner thinking right over,
Every single word of the conversation we just had.
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I saw a girl crying on the train,
Gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain,
And I never asked if she was okay,
She just got up and walked away.
Oh, it's like I'm looking down from the ceiling above,
Never in the moment, never giving enough,
Let's go out and shout the words we never said,
I've got my mistakes on loop inside my head, inside my head
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Oh maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body,
Maybe you don't really want me there,at your birthday party
I'll be there in the corner thinking right over,
Every single word of the conversation we just had.