I Hate You So Much

I only lie when I wish it was the truth
I hate you, I hate you so much
I close my eyes but all I see is you
I hate that, I love you so much
I fantasize that all my dreams come true
To show you what could have been ours
And I realize, it's a foolish thing to do
But I just can't, can't help it
I am angry and I'm selfish, oh
I close my eyes but all I see
Is your face laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
I close my eyes but all I see
Is your face laughing back at me
I miss you but you do not miss me back
I hate you, I hate you so much