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Uh, 'cause lately I've been losing all my patience
Lately every single girl I'm fucking with is fucking basic
Rather get wasted
That's why when you see me in the studio I'm usually keeping bottles adjacent, uh
Yeah, and loud packs on the table just to chase it
I'm dream chasing lifestyles of being rich and fucking famous
I got a couple friends that probably won't fucking play this
And lately got a couple friends stuck in between quotations
Yeah, I'm Charlie Dickens with these expectations
Despite stressing over how I'm making my electric payments
I'm worried that my latest song won't be my fucking greatest
And all my new fans will listen and then just fucking hate this
And lately I've been staring at the ceiling looking up
Wondering if I'll have a good job or be in basements
My biggest fear is not that I won't make it
Lately my biggest fear is that one day I'll be complacent
Lately been the best in the booth
When I get up on the mic, grip it tight, spit the truth
Everything I make is dope, it don't matter what I do
You can hear the chitter chatter and they saying I'm that dude
Only brought to laughter when I'm thinking about you
Brag about the paper like it's not even cool, yo
Narrow minded but I'm thinking obtuse
Number one while you're catching a deuce, and
Lately been the best with the flow
I ain't ever doing it for show
I been only doing it for me
Myself and I
Maybe just a little for the hoes
Lately I been sitting here working on the craft
Sitting in my room and I'm writing all the raps
Working on the beats and you know I got a stash
And I'm riding out the wave, I don't want it to crash, I don't want it to crash, yeah