Lost

I'm feeling strange
Funny how in the blink of an eye
Time slips away
My little brother is six feet tall
And my friends have changed
Even though on the outside
They still look the same as yesterday
And this is my confession
I'm fighting off depression
I look fine, but look behind my eyes
I'm pacing round the kitchen
I'm tryna shake this feeling
I'm not fine, and I haven't been fine for a while
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost
Lately, I've been scared to pray
And I'm aware that's something that I probably
Should not say
So, mom, please, can you cover your ears?
I'm not a saint
I can't wash away the blood on my hands
I'm in need of grace
And this is my confession
I'm fighting off depression
I look fine, but look behind my eyes
I'm pacing round the kitchen
I'm tryna shake this feeling
I'm not fine, and I haven't been fine for a while
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost, so lost
I'm lost, so lost