this is what i get

They say finding love takes confidence
But you took all of mine
Now looking back at all the people after us I've liked
I just see you, even though we're through
So what's the point of trying
When you haunt the memories you're not even in
They say getting over someone is like climbing up a hill
And once you reach the peak of it, it's easier to feel
So I guess I'm forever doomed to climb
Cause evеn when I feel I'm getting close
I don't see any еnd in sight
And I'll say I'm over it, but only to be sure
That I won't want you if you show up at my door
This is what I get
For staying when I should've left
For holding on to you right through the end
Cause now you've built a home inside my head
In space you don't deserve
But I guess this is what I get
This is what I get
This is what I get, oh
This is what I get
They say finding love takes innocence
But you took all of mine
And looking back I think you'd rather choke than swallow pride
As if you could do something that was good
But I guess it's just easier to treat someone so badly
Just because I'll say I'm over it, but only to be sure
That I won't want you if you show up at my door
This is what I get
For staying when I should've left
For holding on to you right through the end
Cause now you've built a home inside my head
In space you don't deserve
But I guess this is what I get
This is what I get
This is what I get, oh
This is what I get
This is what I get
This is what I get, oh
This is what I get